Saturday, April 30, 2011
5:30 PM ● Just a thought.

What happened to my life after my previous post? Oh, idk. Things started to work pretty well, and to think the girl I was ranting about was my good close friend right now. :)

So yeah, it's summer. Got nothing to do except stay at home and maybe play the iPod touch, play the piano, watch TV or better than that, surf the web? :)

But yeah, I was hoping to join a sport for this summer, and I wanted to join soccer since I find the sport amusing and entertaining at the same time, it can help you develop teamwork or whatever-work. But, sadly, I'm not allowed and I can't join other sports that has to do with footwork. I'm not allowed to join volleyball, either. :(

My mom, although, offered me to join swimming clinic and I said yes. When I was a kid, I asked if I could join in swimming clinic, but she said no because I might have sudden asthma attack or something like that. But now, I guess she realized that swimming COULD actually help my lungs breath deeper.

So, about the title? Just a thought. There's only one month left to enjoy summer. Enrollment begins at May 18 and classes starts at June 6. But, I know I have the last fun thing to enjoy my summer vacation: birthday. \m/

I like school, just not the quizzes, exams, assignments, projects.. EVERYTHING. I just find it.. a fcking waste of time. Hahaha. Just kidding though. I guess I just miss high school since my first year was a blast. It ended so well that I almost wished it never ended at all. :)

Freshman year is one of the best year I had. Not because it's high school or something, or maybe it is, but for me, it was the best since the dramas that happened wasn't brought to the next year. It ended the same year that the drama started. Or maybe to find out the your parents didn't give a damn about you being the fifth in class instead of the usually Top 2.

Another random thought? I wanna go to Boracay! ♥ Starting to love the beaches, or maybe taking some pictures of it. Just feel like going there. Doesn't matter if I'm gonna swim or not, I just want to be there. :)

So, thoughts shuts down. :D Bye~
Saturday, October 16, 2010
1:00 PM ● 10/16/10

Don't make promises when you're happy. Don't make decisions when you're mad.

Somehow, that saying is my motto for my life. Yet, sometimes, you forget what it means or you forget what it is for you.

Recently, I had post about them. The person I hate. The persons that are involved with her.

I'm not sure if you read 'em but if you haven't, go here and here.

I do realize that I was talking shit that time. Like, hell shit. It's not me. Seriously, it wasn't the way the original Ling does it.

Because of a guy. It really is a stupid reason for us to have this huge fight. I mean, it might be silent, but I tell you, between the both of us, it is.

Anyway, I'm posting because yesterday, a lot of things happened to me. Most of them were about goodness and some of them was about craps that happened to us.

First on the list was our ranks. Yes, we just found out our ranks and even though I'm happy for increasing rank (from 5th to 4th) but I'm wondering for the person who I stepped out of his original rank since he is a good friend of mine and I'm also afraid of him to be mad at me.

Second was the water fight. Strictly St. Peter. But according to rumors, we got our first offense and they said we will have a community service. I provided the balloons for our water fight and I offered to provide it. But no one got wet in our the water fight. We were just throwing it for fun. Where we really did get wet was when someone was holding the hose, and spray it all towards us. I really did use it, but I was only spraying ONE person. And I stopped because I was really wet.

A parent got mad about it too. It's because her daughter "joined" they water fight and she really did get wet. I mean, COME ON. Why should her mom blame us? She joined.

Third, my foot got sprained. We were playing hopscotch yesterday and I fell down pretty good. Maybe I was laughing that time, just to show them that I wasn't hurt, but I tell you, I wanted to cry that time. I was sent to the clinic and I asked the nurse if I could get out of there since I really wanted to know my rank.

And fourth was about the person who really called me bitch together with her minions. I really felt guilty there. Because for the time I knew she was crying, a part of me got crumpled into pieces. It really did hurt me because they said, she might be suspended. And I used a friend's Facebook account (with permission, of course) to print EVERYTHING that she said to me. Well, she even blocked me, but that was okay with me.

Anyway, you have the right to hate me. Because after all, I'm not here to please everyone of you. But I do hope you realize that I'm not doing this for revenge, and it's not that I can't do it independently. I mean, if you are to choose who to talk to you, is it me or my mom? I even convinced her not to go to school, but do you think it was that easy for me to do everything? No, it wasn't.

And for the guy who is involved in here, I do blame you. I mean, we caused it, but you are the reason why this is happening. And if you do read this, well, bahala ka. You could have FIGHT back, not in a violent way but atleast you could have told them it wasn't right. I can see that you really are a man for being a gentleman, but please. You're allowing them to CAUSE this. And I'm prettttyyyyyy mad at you for being too much problem on my life.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
10:49 AM ● ..

OK. I can't take the shit anymore.

LOOK, stop making yourself look like you are the victim here. PLEASE LANG. I have been quiet for the longest time possible, and WHEN DID YOU EVEN HEAR ME SAY BITCH? HA? Stop making stories because even you can't hear that coming out from my mouth. And you? Name a day that you HAVEN'T UTTERED 10 BITCHES.

Go ahead, spread to everyone and get their sympathy. They don't even know the story! But the time you will be sent to the guidance, I swear, you will regret in the biggest lifetime you could ever imagine. Messing with me WON'T BE EASY. And even if I look calm, I got the persons who can help me through this. Knowing your attitude alone? PLEASE. It's pretty obvious.

AND YOU WERE NEVER FRIENDLY! That was you being plastic. SEE? PEOPLE WANT TO BE MY WITNESS. They want to prove to the guidance your work! EVEN OUR ADVISER NOTICES IT. SOOOOO IF YOU MIND, BACK OFF OR WE MIGHT DO WORST THAN YOU ALREADY ARE.

I might be ugly, atleast I'm nice. IKAW? Pangit sa heart, PANGIT PA SA FACE. HALA TSUBAG! :P
Saturday, October 9, 2010
3:47 PM ● Meh.

So, I'm back blogging about my life her. Weh. Yeah, but maybe because I miss being open to my blog where everybody can see.

Anyway, yeah. I'm Ling. Boohoo. But I'm first year right now. A lot of things gone and happen to me lately for the pass 3 or 4 months. Maybe I'm not the same Ling who used to blog stuff about her life and hates. But I think I'm the new Ling who actually hides from her shadow.

Anyway, for the past months, I've been too much busy from school craps and bitches. I just have too much of problems. Reason? A GUY. :P

I don't really care about the guy, I mean, he is a close friend, but I won't say I do like like this guy. (Okay, I do realize that I typed like twice, but, there is a meaning on it, ok?) But people and bitches just don't get the point. People makes up conclusion that WE are together. Yes, and even though how stupid I think it is, well, people just make a great deal about it.

Great example? Well, she makes him avoid me because if he doesn't, she's gonna pull my hair. By reading it, so ridiculous, right?

Well, I tell you. It's stupid. You are stupid. It's stupid for you to make things so awfully bad. See? You are even making him feel guilty about something he didn't even do. And so? People hate you. People fucking hate you. It's not your choice for a person to avoid me. And I know you are taking everything too personally. I know you are doing this for fucking jealousy. I don't even care about you, but why do you continue CARING for someone you hate?

Anyway, that's not the only thing that goes on my life.

FRIENDS. You really have to choose them carefully because it is only a matter of time till you get hurt.

Well, can't tell you much about it anyway. But I'm happy now, I have different set of friends. Atleast I know, they'll accept me for who I am. Set of friends who doesn't go back to the past and judges it as if they were there.

Anyway, that's it.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
9:20 AM ● QUICK BLOG : Si ANO. =))

I just deleted the two post of eenie meenie. =)) Kakatawa eh. =)) And to think I was serious that time. =))))
8:42 AM ● FRESHMAN. Holla!

Hey guys. Sorry if I didn't post any pictures from my birthday since I have somethings going inside my system. But now that it's fine, I'm lazy to post. :|

But no worries. I'm posting a topic. Pretty much, MOST of the incoming Freshmen can relate to my topic, too.

FRESHMAN.

Come to think of it, it sounds scary, right? You actually don't know how to expect how things goes on since you were never actually in high school.

Well, I think I DO know what to expect. One of it is of course, new classmates. It might be hard to adjust. But it's easier if you do have your old classmates. In my case, I'm happy since most of our batch (yez, batch) are studying there. So, I still might just hang out with people I used to hang out in my old school.

Second, new environment. Wider grounds to explore. New things to have (i.e. LOCKERS, holla!) and most especially, new classrooms. I mean, c'mon. Our old school was a part of our childhood especially for me, since I'm a loyal Angelian (yez, since birth. loljk, since kinder 2, the opening of our school)

Third, CULTURE SHOCK. Holla! I mean, elementary is totally different from high school. Considering the older ones. It depends still, though.

Anyway, I'm just too excited-nervous kind of way. I mean, I am excited. Super. But I'm also nervous.

Well, that's all. Kthanksbye.
Monday, May 24, 2010
8:59 PM ● Birthday. :)

There's a time when you just need to be happy about little things. Let's say for example, your friends who has been with you for the past years or for the year you've met them. Aren't you happy that they sort of remember such little dates that are important to you?

YEZ. Tomorrow is my birthday. And I'm soooooper looking forward for my day when I get to swim with my closest friends like my net and close friends. And to think, I'm allowed to swim. :O It's shocking since my mom never allowed me to swim to parties since I might have asthma.

BUT NOOOO~ I can swim. YAY. And I'm getting FB flood greetings. And I'm sooo excited to get more. :)

I'll post a reply post by then.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )