Don't make promises when you're happy. Don't make decisions when you're mad.

Somehow, that saying is my motto for my life. Yet, sometimes, you forget what it means or you forget what it is for you.

Recently, I had post about them. The person I hate. The persons that are involved with her.

I'm not sure if you read 'em but if you haven't, go here and here.

I do realize that I was talking shit that time. Like, hell shit. It's not me. Seriously, it wasn't the way the original Ling does it.

Because of a guy. It really is a stupid reason for us to have this huge fight. I mean, it might be silent, but I tell you, between the both of us, it is.

Anyway, I'm posting because yesterday, a lot of things happened to me. Most of them were about goodness and some of them was about craps that happened to us.

First on the list was our ranks. Yes, we just found out our ranks and even though I'm happy for increasing rank (from 5th to 4th) but I'm wondering for the person who I stepped out of his original rank since he is a good friend of mine and I'm also afraid of him to be mad at me.

Second was the water fight. Strictly St. Peter. But according to rumors, we got our first offense and they said we will have a community service. I provided the balloons for our water fight and I offered to provide it. But no one got wet in our the water fight. We were just throwing it for fun. Where we really did get wet was when someone was holding the hose, and spray it all towards us. I really did use it, but I was only spraying ONE person. And I stopped because I was really wet.

A parent got mad about it too. It's because her daughter "joined" they water fight and she really did get wet. I mean, COME ON. Why should her mom blame us? She joined.

Third, my foot got sprained. We were playing hopscotch yesterday and I fell down pretty good. Maybe I was laughing that time, just to show them that I wasn't hurt, but I tell you, I wanted to cry that time. I was sent to the clinic and I asked the nurse if I could get out of there since I really wanted to know my rank.

And fourth was about the person who really called me bitch together with her minions. I really felt guilty there. Because for the time I knew she was crying, a part of me got crumpled into pieces. It really did hurt me because they said, she might be suspended. And I used a friend's Facebook account (with permission, of course) to print EVERYTHING that she said to me. Well, she even blocked me, but that was okay with me.

Anyway, you have the right to hate me. Because after all, I'm not here to please everyone of you. But I do hope you realize that I'm not doing this for revenge, and it's not that I can't do it independently. I mean, if you are to choose who to talk to you, is it me or my mom? I even convinced her not to go to school, but do you think it was that easy for me to do everything? No, it wasn't.

And for the guy who is involved in here, I do blame you. I mean, we caused it, but you are the reason why this is happening. And if you do read this, well, bahala ka. You could have FIGHT back, not in a violent way but atleast you could have told them it wasn't right. I can see that you really are a man for being a gentleman, but please. You're allowing them to CAUSE this. And I'm prettttyyyyyy mad at you for being too much problem on my life.

Don't make promises when you're happy. Don't make decisions when you're mad.

Somehow, that saying is my motto for my life. Yet, sometimes, you forget what it means or you forget what it is for you.

Recently, I had post about them. The person I hate. The persons that are involved with her.

I'm not sure if you read 'em but if you haven't, go here and here.

I do realize that I was talking shit that time. Like, hell shit. It's not me. Seriously, it wasn't the way the original Ling does it.

Because of a guy. It really is a stupid reason for us to have this huge fight. I mean, it might be silent, but I tell you, between the both of us, it is.

Anyway, I'm posting because yesterday, a lot of things happened to me. Most of them were about goodness and some of them was about craps that happened to us.

First on the list was our ranks. Yes, we just found out our ranks and even though I'm happy for increasing rank (from 5th to 4th) but I'm wondering for the person who I stepped out of his original rank since he is a good friend of mine and I'm also afraid of him to be mad at me.

Second was the water fight. Strictly St. Peter. But according to rumors, we got our first offense and they said we will have a community service. I provided the balloons for our water fight and I offered to provide it. But no one got wet in our the water fight. We were just throwing it for fun. Where we really did get wet was when someone was holding the hose, and spray it all towards us. I really did use it, but I was only spraying ONE person. And I stopped because I was really wet.

A parent got mad about it too. It's because her daughter "joined" they water fight and she really did get wet. I mean, COME ON. Why should her mom blame us? She joined.

Third, my foot got sprained. We were playing hopscotch yesterday and I fell down pretty good. Maybe I was laughing that time, just to show them that I wasn't hurt, but I tell you, I wanted to cry that time. I was sent to the clinic and I asked the nurse if I could get out of there since I really wanted to know my rank.

And fourth was about the person who really called me bitch together with her minions. I really felt guilty there. Because for the time I knew she was crying, a part of me got crumpled into pieces. It really did hurt me because they said, she might be suspended. And I used a friend's Facebook account (with permission, of course) to print EVERYTHING that she said to me. Well, she even blocked me, but that was okay with me.

Anyway, you have the right to hate me. Because after all, I'm not here to please everyone of you. But I do hope you realize that I'm not doing this for revenge, and it's not that I can't do it independently. I mean, if you are to choose who to talk to you, is it me or my mom? I even convinced her not to go to school, but do you think it was that easy for me to do everything? No, it wasn't.

And for the guy who is involved in here, I do blame you. I mean, we caused it, but you are the reason why this is happening. And if you do read this, well, bahala ka. You could have FIGHT back, not in a violent way but atleast you could have told them it wasn't right. I can see that you really are a man for being a gentleman, but please. You're allowing them to CAUSE this. And I'm prettttyyyyyy mad at you for being too much problem on my life.